Two month birthday

So today is the day that Laken should be two months old; not sitting on a shelf in my living room. I think a friend said it best on her facebook status tonight " life is understood looking backwards but you have to live life forward." To m that means when all is said and done when it is my time to see my precious angel again I will understand why she was taken from me so early. And until that day I will just have to have faith that God doesn't make mistakes and keep moving on with my life. Well more like my new life with my new normal. Laken is and always will be apart of my life. When people ask if I have any children I say proudly "Yes but she is in heaven." I don't care if I offend anybody by saying that because to me that is the truth. And when I have more children as they grow they will know that the silver box is where their sister is "resting" and they will honor her just like Dave and I honor our baby.