back from Vacation& Crossing my fingers

So our family vacation was awsome. It was a well deserved, much needed vacation. I was even able to get DH to do some open water swiming in Lake Superior around miners castle. I will post some pics of the trip at a later time as I am writting this at work and we aren't allowed to hook anything up to the computers via usb. About another hour and I can go home and sleep.

So as far as the crossing the fingers part to this is I ovulated on July 7th and i have been having the low abdominal cramps tonight it has been increasingly stronger. I am now 10 dpo and yesterday I took a FRER and not sure if it was a line or not so I'm just going to go with "negative' to not get my hopes up if AF desideds to show up on Monday. I'm crossing my fingers and hoping it the hag doesn't come. Oh also having low back ache and dizzy to where I feel faint but I am on iron pills this time so not too sure. When I was pregnant with Laken i fainted but it was because of my low iron. So we will see on monday.. if I can wait that long eh eh I know its only 2 days away but this 2 ww is horrid.

Much Anticipated Phone Call

Remember back march 25th when I received a letter/bracelet in the mail from the lady at the Virginia medical center? Well I received a call from her today asking about doing an interview with her. I am so excited and sad at the same time. Well anyway she called to schedule said interview but she read on my blog -yes she randomly came across my blog- that I was getting ready for vacation. So I will definitely be calling her as soon as I get back from Michigan.

Well the 4th will be 6 months from the time we said goodbye to our sweet little LAMB. I am grateful that my leave paper work was approved this way I will be with my mom, dad, husband, grandparents, and brother on the 4th to help get me through this hard day. The 4th of July is supposed to be a day of celebration and I pray that I can enjoy the day and not be too broken hearted. I know my little angel is watching over me and DH and will be there to help get us through our hard times and will be there smiling down on us on or good days too.

Well this is going to be may be my last post for about 2 weeks being as there is no service in the woods where we camp. So my next post might have to be many little posts.

Take care everyone.

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"Oh the Heat" or "I'm Melting"

The heat index has been roughly 110+. Somedays it's just too hot to even venture outside until sunset. It's this weather that makes me glad I work nights.

The wait is killing me and I think Roxy too. Our vacation starts Tuesday morning right after I get off work. I'm totally ready to get rid of this heat with the 80% humidity. To just spend my days playing in the water and laying on the beach.

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The Countdown is On

So it's down to 5 days before our vacation away from Virginia life. Time to just take a 2 weeks and let everything go, to think about nothing to just have fun. To spend our days playing in the water, laying on the beach and letting the dogs run free out on the island. Where they can roll in whatever they want just when they come back they ARE getting a bath in the lake. And we have somebody looking out for our house so there is one less worry there.

Last year in July my niece was born and I am finally going to meet her. She was born a couple weeks after I found out with Little LAMB.

And on the 20th Miss Roxelle will be 1yr. It seems like just yesterday she was only 7lbs and I was still pregnant. I can't help but think how big Laken would be. They were supposed to be growing together.

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