This is Torque

 Little Miss Torque is full mastiff born the 29th of December, 4 days after Laken.  She is flying into Norfolk from Ohio on Sunday night. DH has been saying he wants another dog for a couple of months now. And when he showed me her picture you could see it in his eyes that he was already in love with her. I think it may be he's trying to fill a void in his heart. He's just not as close to Roxy as i am, but it is what it is and now my puppy has a new little(big) sister. I'm praying torque gets along with her I know Roxy will love having someone to run in the yard with. She gets excited when snoopy comes over.

And can I just say that our vacation to the U.P. Is going to be interesting car ride from Va to Mi.

Hard Time

So I think that Dave is starting to have a harder time than I am, or he's been keeping it inside that it's starting to break him down. He put up Laken's shelf in the living room tonight. Some days I just don't know what to do besides just sit and cry and i don't know how to help him. We lost our daughter who should have been saying hi to this world this month. So I think that maybe a part of why he is taking it so hard this month.
And now with me working nights 6pm-6am on a 5-2 schedule I will hardly see him. I'm just afraid that with working nights and not being able to sleep when I know its day; that I will become very irritable and take some of it out on him. And I'm afraid that my health will suffer. I just don't know what to do. And I have begun to have anxiety attacks.