So Im not really sure what it is but lately I have been grieving Laken so very much. Its been 9 months on the 4th since the last time we held her in our arms.
They say that the 6 month is a hard month but I kept myself busy having fun on vacation with my family so that milestone wasn't too bad. At least I had my family around and I got lots of hugs from my Mother and Father. And I am pretty sure Laken was with us in spirit on the 4th of July (her 6 month mark in heaven). When David and I went on the Pier while it had been sprinkling I looked over out into the boats that were docked and saw our double rainbow that I just know she sent us.
