Hard Time

So I think that Dave is starting to have a harder time than I am, or he's been keeping it inside that it's starting to break him down. He put up Laken's shelf in the living room tonight. Some days I just don't know what to do besides just sit and cry and i don't know how to help him. We lost our daughter who should have been saying hi to this world this month. So I think that maybe a part of why he is taking it so hard this month.
And now with me working nights 6pm-6am on a 5-2 schedule I will hardly see him. I'm just afraid that with working nights and not being able to sleep when I know its day; that I will become very irritable and take some of it out on him. And I'm afraid that my health will suffer. I just don't know what to do. And I have begun to have anxiety attacks.

Announcing.....

So as many of you know I have started a new hobby/ business.

And I know some of you are very curious to what I have been up too. 

So here is the back story...

    I needed something to do to help me calm down and relieve some anxiety-since I have started to have little anxiety attacks. And I thought of this because I can make them out in my shed and be outside instead of cooped up in the house. So this is all because of my little Laken. 

It's ceramic tile designs. You can check out my designs I have done so far on Gentle As A LAMB Designs. A lot of my stuff but not all is inspired by baby lost parents and giving them a small little reminder of their sweet baby.